[No. He really doesn't, but Jim had told him why he was here, opened up to him when he didn't have to... maybe a part of him does want to say something, but he fears when people find out about his incentive, what he's fixing, that they'll hate him.
See his true colors or something. Gog had said something like that, that he'd make everyone see how Dennis truly was, because Dennis had been trying so hard to do good. To be a better man.
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And thus I was not deserving of the Captain's chair.
So here I am.
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[ Then, ]
It's my home. My crew is my family.
[ And Starfleet is the only thing that has ever given me a sense of purpose in my life. ]
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[Because that's what it sounds like, kind of.]
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[ And it wasn't like he could expect them to give up their posts for him. ]
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kinda worried well do everything and it won't fix nothing back home
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But I think everyone here felt the risk was worth it for the possibility of it happening.
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it's worth it
this is the least i can do
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See his true colors or something. Gog had said something like that, that he'd make everyone see how Dennis truly was, because Dennis had been trying so hard to do good. To be a better man.
It takes a little bit, but finally he responds.]
someone died cause of me
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And you're here to change that? Prevent them from dying?
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they'll live and no one's life gets ruined
[Because it ruined a few lives for sure.]
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i wanna fix that but i also think
think iwanna stay here too don't know if i can do both or not
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[ He had to shakes his head at himself, calling himself stupid for already feeling... not good at the thought of leaving the city. And Dennis. ]
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not knowing is easier
but cowardly
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i'll ask eventually
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probably thinkit's weird i wanna stay
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If where you come from sucks, this place must seem like paradise.
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[He's not sure what else to say about it. He's already told Jim more than he ever planned to tell anyone here.]
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