[Joe thinks it's his fault, Dennis is sure it's his. Some how, isn't it always? He's not crying, but he's clearly not happy.]
What?
[Why does Joe keep doing that. It's like he can't even talk to him anymore. Always cutting himself off or not able to say things, which with how things have been going maybe that's his fault. No, it is. He made things like this, he just had to ask had to tell Joe how he felt. Everything was ruined, no matter how much Joe said it wouldn't change anything.
But it's his fault. Dennis knows he's done this to them, made it all a mess.]
I am sorry, m'sorry I ever said anything. Not just this. Wasn't thinking, didn't think right back then either. Thought a lot, just not how I should've and-- and s'all wrong now.
[Part of him doing this was some backwards bullshit of wanting to see if Joe would respond to it. Stupid, selfish and wrong, but he'd done it. Only right Joe should get mad, but he didn't think it'd end up like this.]
Shoulda just kept going as it were. Ruined such a fucking good thing and now I don't know how to fix it.
[And even as he says it, his tone is that of someone looking for an answer, from the man who he thinks he's pushed away and destroyed everything with. A bit backwards, but he is reaching out in his own way.]
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What?
[Why does Joe keep doing that. It's like he can't even talk to him anymore. Always cutting himself off or not able to say things, which with how things have been going maybe that's his fault. No, it is. He made things like this, he just had to ask had to tell Joe how he felt. Everything was ruined, no matter how much Joe said it wouldn't change anything.
But it's his fault. Dennis knows he's done this to them, made it all a mess.]
I am sorry, m'sorry I ever said anything. Not just this. Wasn't thinking, didn't think right back then either. Thought a lot, just not how I should've and-- and s'all wrong now.
[Part of him doing this was some backwards bullshit of wanting to see if Joe would respond to it. Stupid, selfish and wrong, but he'd done it. Only right Joe should get mad, but he didn't think it'd end up like this.]
Shoulda just kept going as it were. Ruined such a fucking good thing and now I don't know how to fix it.
[And even as he says it, his tone is that of someone looking for an answer, from the man who he thinks he's pushed away and destroyed everything with. A bit backwards, but he is reaching out in his own way.]